Sugar coated words doesn’t prove anything if that isn’t what you mean at all.

Have you tried sitting on a window ledge?

The view is breathtaking. And the picture, the one in your head, is so much more clearer.

Why do you have to crush my world when it’s bad enough?

This was never what i’ve expected.
You make me scared.

Gates/fences/barricades/isolate

Sometimes, I’d rather be out busy than to be unhappy at home.

I need rest, from the hectic lifestyle. Not at a cafe, not my girlfriend’s place, but my OWN home. Tell me. Who would want to wake up to nags, blankets & clothes stinks of cig smoke, and nags, slamming of doors, and nags, and constant reminder that I’m fat, I have a lousy mother/sister/family (not like i can do anything to change that), I’m poor, I dont deserve to be in Uni just cos we are poor, and the list just goes on. I love my aunt because she brought me up, but does that mean that i have to tolerate everything- things that are mentally tormenting? 

I’m not complaining that my life sucks/i h8 home. I was happy here. But this home lack something. Idk what. Probably parents, or parents that will understand what are my needs. And some warmth, peace, and understanding maybe? I know my girlfriend cannot be here for me all the time. I just need to be strong. And dependent. 

I dont know what I’ll do without you.

Friendster

I was looking through facebook and realised many of my poly photos are gone because M destroyed my laptop and the only photos that i may possibly get is in Friendster, AND… 

4.11. Can I still retrieve my photos, messages, comments, blog and other info from the old Friendster?